Re: is this still depression?
Hi Red.
It certainly sounds like depression to me. (been there done that).
You've managed to get back to work from your time off, but its a long recovery from something like that. My doctor told me years ago if you try to rush things it can make them worse. But at the same time try to do what you can. I know very well the feeling off just wanting to stay at home, or more often just wanting to stay in bed and then not have to feel the hopelessness. But I know you can't hide from it really and it will always be there when you wake up.
I do try to make myself get out in the garden if its dry. And I don't place any high targets like digging the garden either which would make me feel under pressure. Sometimes I just wander around, my garden is small, and I look at the little plants growing, or just sit in the sunshine for a while. I usually find this makes me feel better than sitting inside.
Are you on medication? It sounds like you should visit your doctor and either ask about help, or increase a dose. I was on one anti-depressant years ago which didnt really help, and when I went to see my doctor he said he was glad I came back instead of just suffering it as there are others and I then changed to one which did suit me.
Sorry this is such a long reply. But I do hope it helps you. Pm me if you like.
Last edited by Insomniac; 01-06-07 at 10:12.
Reason: my sentence didnt look right, lol
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