I know this isn't related to health anxiety, but I am posting here because HA has always been my biggest issue.
Since last Tuesday, when everything happened with North Korea, I have been in a constant state of anxiety or depression. It is almost all I think about. It is distracting my time at work, my time with my family, my time along. When I read about, I panic. When something new and bad happens, I almost breakdown.
I see a lot of the same patterns with my health anxiety.
#1 - the fear is based on something that has a real base (with HA it could be a mole or lymph node. In this case it is Trump and North Korea.
#2 - To alleviate my anxiety, I am seeking out information (i.e. checking), and it sometimes work but can make it much worse.
#3 - conversely, I am then afraid of the news or my social media and am avoiding it.
#4 - I am coming up with stories and images in my head of worst case scenario's. These may lead to #2 or 3.
# 5 - I feel I am losing control of myself and this makes me hopeless/
I have a wife and 3 amazing children. It is scary as hell to have such important things happening in the world, that could impact me and I have no control over it. What gets me is that I know every single person is impacted just as much as me. Yes I see people enjoying their lives, smiling, living. Why can't I? I feel like as long as this is going on with North Korea that there is no point.