50 is bothering me
in 5 months i will be the big 50, it,s just a number i keep telling myself, but just lately i have been having sleepless nights/days as i work nights. i reallly do,nt want to reach this stage in my life,silly i hear you cry, but to me it,s a big deal, everything is happening soo qiickly.My youngest daugther finished uni on the 18 of may, she moved in with her boyfriend of 1 year on the 24th may, my eldest daughter was 24 on the 30th of may,my twin sister visited last weekend and has told me she is moving awayto hampshire. it,s all tooo much for me to handle right now ,any adviec will be most appreicated, sorry for the moan. The 50 is bothering me title, is that most of my relatives have not lived much beyond their fiftys .
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