Re: Intrusive thoughts and anxiety
I can totally relate to your post. At one point, I felt a need to hide my knives because I was scared I was going to kill myself. I get worried when I hold medication bottles because I get scared I'll lose control and take the entire bottle. It freaks me out, but if you think about it, it makes sense. Our deepest fears become obsessions. But you just have to remind yourself that you are in control, and you do not have a history of totally losing control.
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Courage does not always roar. Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow".
-- Anonymous