Hi Shelle, I've only found this site in the past few days. I can absolutely relate. I really thought I was coping till I wasn't. I found out that my boss told one of my colleagues that I'd had a panic attack and that's why I'm off. Like you I feel very angry and worried about returning to work. I need to go to doctor tomorrow to get my second certificate. I have a panic attack every time I leave the house, so that's going to be fun.
Try not to let your managers comments get to you. He doesn't understand and that's his problem, not yours.
Try not to worry about colleagues views. When we are this anxious we always think the worst. You may find that many of them are sympathetic. If they have never experienced severe symptoms like us they can't understand.
Did you get any medication? I'm on Citalopram. Still waiting for it to show any signs of working.
I've also been reffered for a group session of CBT, on 25th. I'm so terrified of going, just thinking about it makes me very anxious.
Chin up gal.
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