I've just received a letter today from my work stating they want me to give them my consent so that the can obtain a medical report from my GP.
Until today I didn't even know it was possible for them to access my medical records, I thought that was private personal information.
A lot of the more serious things, I have told my psychologist rather than my GP. Although my GP does know that I have been feeling suicidal a few weeks ago.
I have been off work for 5 months now and tbh I thought that I would have been back by now. But every time I think I'm getting better, I seem to slip back down.
I'm scared that they will either make me go back when I'm not ready too or that they will sack me.
When I phoned work to explain that I had another sick note for 4 weeks they asked if my GP had given any indication to when I would be returning. I don't think they understand mental illness at all.
I am also drained physically atm with a bug. Started with a sore throat on Monday and on Wednesday I was almost sick in the middle of town a few times going to my psychology appointment. I've not improved since then. I have no voice and I am lies in bed trying not to throw up. My bones hurt as well. As if the depression and anxiety wasn't bad enough.
I am just wondering if any of you have been in a similar position.