Morning All.
So Ive posted a few threads and they go in line with ways of HA. Firstly I want to say that I find this website very calming and helpful. I feel like abit of a "user" as I only use it when my HA is in full swing. However, I would like to ask if anyone feels like their HA stops them making life decisions? This might be abit of a long post but Im hoping people will respond. For me this can be buying a new item of clothing and thinking whats the point in wasting money on this if Im seriously ill etc? At the minute Im feeling anxious about buying a property abroad. This is making me feel dizzy but then the HA in me thinks am I dizzy becuase theres something seriously wrong with me and then when Im calm I think or is it the big decision to buy abroad thats making me anxious and the dizziness is part of feeling anxious?? I hope you understand what I mean? Its abit like chicken and egg which came first!! Its almost like I dont know which one came first? The life decision causing anxiety or the anxiety causing the symptoms making me feel I shouldnt make decisions. Now I feel totally bonkers because Im thinking I dont want to spend a lot of money to find out Im ill in 6 months time and leave my family with debt which we didnt have in the first place! I have had CBt in the past which I found helpful but as my HA isnt constant I dont want medication, I havent seen my GP in ages because deep down I think this is my HA giving in so ill just give my symtpoms time to calm down and reassess the sitation instead of running off to see a Gp and also for anyone who hasnt read my posts, Im a nurse and I feel really stupid having HA given the number of people I see on any given day with the same thing! My symptoms at the minute are dizziness which comes and goes almost like a swaying in my head but no falling or off balance or visiual disturbances. Its a split second thing worse in the morning but today its really affected my work adn I cant seem to concentrate. please help x