Hey,
When i get depression/anxiety the symptoms i get are intense irritability and irrational thoughts - i can have one thought - similar to another lady who posted that she had an irrational thought that she didn't love her husband anymore and thought it was silly as she did the day before and it will stick with me for ages then disappear. I get that horrible symptom of feeling emotionless and i wonder if because i am feeling emotionally numb i can't look at people in the same way as i do when i feel 'normal'. So i go from one day feeling on top of the world and so in love and warm and fuzzy to nothing. I KNOW i am happy and in love but i feel so stuck in this rut that after a while you get so confused that you don't know whats real or not. I hate feeling like this - i want my spark back Anyone else experience this? I've been back on 10mg of Citalopram on my 31st tablet after a year off of it and i'm hoping it will kick in soon.