i need to vent

[libra83]

I have never felt so unwelcome and worthless in my entire life. It's not about what others think of me, it's about what I think of myself. Depression is hell, makes you see yourself as a monster, I feel like this most of the time. I wanted to be important to someone, especial to someone, the kind of person that if you are having a bad day you think : it's with her that I want to talk / vent.But instead, all I feel is that I am stupid, boring, clingy. I have so many plans, so many things that I want to do, and I'm happy when, for some minutes/hours, I come out of this nightmare that is my mind. I will not give up on myself and not give up my goals, but only my thoughts know how often I want to disappear.

[NancyW]

The very best advice my dr gave me was to get out of the house and do something for someone else.

Have you ever considered volunteering your time to a needy cause?

[swgrl09]

Hi Libra, I'm really sorry you are feeling like this. It sounds like you are really quite critical of yourself. I do agree with the above poster, sometimes getting out and volunteering can help get you out of your own head and feeling a little better about yourself. You might even make some new friends. But keep your goals in mind. Think about even a tiny step you could take to get there. It doesn't have to be something monumental. One tiny step at a time.