So on top of my hair loss fear which isn't going away, I have no fixated on ovarian cancer..with seemingly all the symptoms to indicate it is. I have a doctor's appt on the 28th if this month but that is over a week away and my anxiety is so high now. In my rational moments I can think clearly but then I counteract any rationality with the thoughts like 'nobody ever thinks they are going to get seriously ill so why wouldn't it happen to me?' 'The pains and symptoms are all teal this time and you're just hoping and wasting time with thinking it's anxiety' ..i find myself exhausted all the time with worry and thoughts that race through my mind. My thinking is over active all the time that in grateful people can't see what I'm actually thinking!!..even when I'm talking to people im thinking of it...this has become such a huge part if my life now and i can't see an end to it..