Re: Health Anxiety - just need someone to talk to
You will find plenty of people here who go through the brain tumour/infection suspicions when they experience tingling, shooting pains, stabbing pains, visual disturbance etc, it's a horrendous thing to be pestered by but it also is prudent to be aware that these things do happen. It also is necessary to acknowledge that they are rare to suffer and interpreting every tiny thing only adds pile after pile of stress and unease upon you, snowballs into venomous loops and needs confronting head on, there is literally not much else you can do to deflate the fear, you've researched the heck out of it and discussed with a pro and had tests ran, I hope you can find some peace from all you've done on the matter.
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