I haven't been on for about a week because i have been feeling pretty good but things have gotten on top of me all of a sudden. I can't cope with things the way i used to be able to. Work gets me down, im trying to renovate my flat which has been a long and frustrating process, Ikea didn't have the wardrobes i wanted and now a family of 7 !????!!!!!! have moved into a one bedroom flat across the landing from me. I am ready to burst....................All i want is peace and quiet when i come home from work. And for my garden not to be kicked up and for all the buildings mail and shit to be posted through my letterbox!


I have been throwing up, can't eat and am starting to feel the build up of a big panic attack.

Someone help. I know i am probably being insensitive. x