I am scared of blood born infection, I have had it for 4 years and have been in loop of testing and fearing because of that. I went last 4 months not thinking about it. But after reading news of hepatitis spread in China from vacationer holder reuse had me worried again. I have lost much because of this fear that I have lost the ability to remember anything, I cannot even plan an evening like I have lost ability to think anything else other then the fear and obsessing about. I am kind of recovering but this news has again starting to take over.