I have read everywhere on internet that you get panic attacks from the fear of unknown. Well i have a reason for why i get panic attacks. my story is really big and i need serious help, pshyciatrists here are not that good enough to help me but i will make is short in here. I love this girl and i cannot live without her. Thats the problem and thats why i get panic attacks. It all started by me worrying too much. We fell in love online, she is far from me we never even met. But still our relation is 3 years old and we love each other, but we cant marry. Thats my problem and i worried about lot of things about the problems she had in her life. I took it hell serious. There was time when i used to lay on bed all sweaty yet cold from inside thinking and worried about her over some situation, but that was nothing in real, its just my brain thought that she was in some problem.. that was stupid. In 2005 she had a big fight with me online and was going to end relation and i had all the symptoms of panic attacks but i never knew tat its called panic attacks, then she made up with me and my suffering stopped untill this year when she stopped loving me as she realised we cant get married. But i need her love, without her enough love i get these attacks. Then i came to know its panic attack after asking about my symptoms in yahoo ask. So what should i do ? I actually have a reason in my brain, that i love her so much and cannot live without her and i want her no matter what. Thats why i think my case is worst than others coz i have the reason. Already my heart hurts all the time and i am sad and all alone, and moreover i get these panic attacks. you see how complicated my case is ? I dont know what should i do, please help me, how can i get her out of my brian and heart, only then i will get rid of panic attacks.
My fight or flight experience - When i get attack i get in to mental situation where i feel like getting her no matter what and begging her to love me back, but then i suddenly realise thats not possible, then i feel like getting away from that situation by taking my mind off that, but i am a day dreamer, and i keep thinking about her 24 hours and i get in to dilemma. Is this my fight or flight experience ?