am i going off my head???

[jiggy]

hey all my names jillian am 27 got 3 gorjus kids and married to a gr8 guy ...........
i suffer frm panic attacks i hate them so much iam terrified iam going die of cancer or brain tumor or a heart attack
i i cant help thinking about it it gets me so upset (sitting like a tit typin in tears whats is wrong with me??????
i get all these kinds of pains its something differnt every day some days i get good days.....it sucks like so much every body i speak to thinks its funny or iam just being para
believe me ai get these twinges the doc says panic attacks
but what n why am i gettin pains??? iam so scared i dnt want to die i want to see my 3 kids grow up my youngest is 7months old and is a lil angel my 2nd youngest is a wee dude he is a proper wee man n my oldest is at school in pr 2 and is a rgt wee madame i wouldnt swap my kids for nothing sometimes i sit and think o god what if my kids get no well my 2nd youngest suffers from febral convulisons and every since he took the 1st fit well my am constanlly on edge
anyway i just want to b normal and want to knw if any1 else out there no what iam goin thru
any kind o advice wud b nice i just want to knw how can it b a panic attack if i feel theses pains
xx

[yorkylover]

Hi Jiggy and welcome.All your symptoms are anxiety,we all know how you are feeling here sweety,your not alone.Theres lots of support and friendly advise here for you to.
I know to well about all the aches and pains,thinking your going to die.Believe me your not going any where.Anxiety is an awful illness but we can and do get better.

[jiggy]

thanxs for replyin i didnt think id get a reply to be honest in tears again lol it was kind of u to xx thanxs

[manmoor]

Hi Jillian,

A big warm welcome to you hun. I too have health anxiety and know just how hard it can be sometimes thinking we havent got a serious illness. Feel free to pm me hun. xxx

[yorkylover]

O Jiggy please dont cry sweety.Sending you a hug.

[jiggy]

aww thanxs very much
thts so sweet!!
i feel a little bit better at the mo
do u ever feel kinda stupid after u hav calmd dwn??? i do!!
i feel like iam bein silly untill the nxt pain or twinge i get
those pics r crackin!!!
well i hope to speak to u again
thanxs for ur kinds words
they mean alot to me
as every1 i try to talk to abt this just laffs at me and tells me no 2 b so silly xx

[honeybee3939]

Hi Jiggy


Welcome to NMP, its lovely to see you here. Your in good company here hun, so never feel alone we all understand what you are going through.

Make sure you check out the Symptoms, How to Cope and First Step Pages that are sittuates at the left hand side of this page, im sure they will help also.

Love

Andrea
xxxxx

[jiggy]

thanxs very much andrea
you are all so kind
i didnt realise how many folk sufferd panic attacks
i thought i was abnorm and was all alone
well hopefully i can start to help myself with the help and advice of guys like yourselfs xxxxx

[nomorepanic]

Hi Jiggy and

Lovely to see you here and hope we can be of some help.

Maybe you could try the chat room one day as well - loads of support in there too.

[yorkylover]

Jiggy its sometimes hard for people who dont suffer to understand how you feel.This site helps so much as were all in the same boat,and we know how you are feeling.Theres always some one here your never alone.