Hi I知 new to the group
im leaving on vacation tomorrow with my husband
We are driving 1800 miles to spend a week at a dude ranch
Years back this would be my dream trip but for some reason I have become much more comfortable staying home.
I can稚 say what is causing this feeling and is difficult to try to explain to my husband about my apprehension/anxiety

im trying to find the fun\good in this trip but sometimes it gets lost in my anxiety
I find I知 lo9king forward to coming home and know that is when I値l look back and see what a nice trip it was.

id like to be able to enjoy it before getting back home.

Does this make any sense??