Current Situation - Rock Bottom

[LittleLionMan]

It might be pointless by try to see it as going through a transition. You are very much awake! You have fight and that's a good sign. The 'moon stuff' is just your chosen example of deep embedded fear. If it wasn't that, it would be something else. Avoidance is your protection as you see it at this present time. Look at as being uncomfortable as opposed to being fearful.
You are strong despite what you think, keep going!

I'm ok, thanks for asking.

Yeah, the avoidance has turned it into the sky in general, so I can’t even look out of windows or anything anymore. It’s completely taken over.

I’ve never been more clear about what I want either, as in how I want my life to look, so that just adds to the frustration when I’m cowering away like this.

Thanks mate, glad you’re doing okay.

[Carnation]

I’ve never been more clear about what I want either, as in how I want my life to look,

This is good! Keep a hold of that thought.

[LittleLionMan]

This is good! Keep a hold of that thought.

Yeah, I’m trying.

It’s all just this one fear and the avoidance that goes with it, and I simply don’t know how to get over it.