I don't even know if this post belongs here but if it doesn't feel free to move it and i'm sorry but i just hafta get this out, its gonna be a bit of a "pity me" party, sorry.
So its official, tonight my husband and i were talking about my anxiety problem cuz i was starting to get alittle paniced and he finally told me he didn't want me to talk to him any more about it. I knew he was getting frustrated about it but i didn't know it would go this far. Now i don't know what to do, i often wake in the middle of the night with panic attacks, tremmors, crazy thoughts, etc and the only way to get me to calm down is to talk and he would talk to me until the panic was gone. I CAN'T get through the panic with out someone to help me. I don't know what to do. I'm SO scared right now. How am i gonna find someone else to talk to that will talk to me in the middle of the night? Sometimes i think i just need to curl up in a ball and wait for them to take me away in a straight jacket. But i have 2 little girls to take care of so i can't do that. I do feel bad for my husband in a way cuz he doesn't understand this whole thing, the only thing he sees is that he's loosing sleep. What would you do? For those of you that are single, what do you do?