There is a lot of talk here about the symptoms and overcoming them, as well as support for those of us who suffer. However, I have just started seeing a counselor and I want to get to the bottom of what causes these unnerving responses.
For example, I woke up feeling kind of drained and somewhat panicky. I thought for a moment (after deep breathing exercises) "why now?" "why today?" I have been having at least 5 days of feeling pretty good and normal (normal w/o anxiety) and now this. I see a lot of posts like this here and I haven't really seen anyone address the cause. For me, yesterday was stressful, but in a good way. My oldest son was involved in many extra curricular school activities, my youngest had his activities and my husband and I spent quality time with them. Then last night we had friends over for dinner. Everything was great! I did feel stressed yesterday about some things, but not in a bad way. Do you think that my anxiety/panic of this morning is a direct result of stress I felt yesterday? Has anyone ever had this happen? I still feel pretty good about today's activities. I don't understand this. My counselor likened the anxiety/panic to us being like a sponge. We absorb everything and sometimes we just get squeezed out. I've been thinking of that analogy and relating it to my life.
There has to be a more healthy way of "being squeezed" than to suffer like this.
I have one more (somewhat unrelated) question. Does anyone ever feel that during a panic/anxiety attack like they just don't want to talk to anyone? I am going to have to start telling my husband when I am feeling the anxiety so he doesn't expect me to have intense conversations with him during this time.
Ok, enough rambling for this morning.