Re: Fear breeds fear do you agree?
That is totally me! I could have written that post.
I'm so dissapointed every time I think of how much of an adventerous person I used to be and how chicken I feel nowadays. I mean I'm a lot better than before but like you I still feel so apprehensive of situations that could possibly breed panic even though I've never panicked in it. I've got myself into a right state over something that would not be scary for anyone else. I'm always thinking ahead, ahead, ahead, preparing myself for some new situation and making plans in case I do panic.
I think there's just some core fear that we haven't addressed yet. Because technically we've panicked so much we know we can get through it and survive. And yeah, they're uncomfortable and I hate going through it so that could bring up the apprehension. Except I have a fear of my heart (I'm getting better at it) and that still bothers me sometimes. Once I finally defeat this fear once and for all I really think my panics will stop.
So anyway, I figure it's like this: we both like adventure, right? Adventure naturally breeds adrenaline and feels like you're on a rush. Guess what panic is? It's the same thing as if you're on some grand incredibly exciting adventure. Going to the store can be thrilling for us panicky types.
So I'm thankful that I can have adventures a lot more easily and my daily life can be a huge thrill.
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The brave are simply those with the clearest vision of what is before them - glory and danger alike and notwithstanding, go out to meet it. - Leopold, from Kate and Leopold