i dont know if i mentioned this before but my boss totally screwed me over and tried to sack me for something i didnt do, well when i say tried, i mean did, so im unemployed now, and ive hit another low, the thought of going through another job intervew just makes me want to curl up and fall into a coma, there isnt really another job i can get where i live that i will enjoy as much as my last one, i mean it sounds dumb but the thought of working somewhere i will hate is really getting me down, my panics have come back full force, they are as bad as they were before i went on my medication, and ive been on anti-depressants for 2 years, my boyfriend is really supportive with me and ill be seeing my doctor again in a week or so, my parents just tell me to grow up when i tell them how i feel, im not sure what i can do exept ask the doc for a higher dose of citalopram, i mean im on 20mg at the moment. am i being pathetic, i dont wanna stay in the house, i would love to do volunteer work again but the job center aways gives me hassle for it. i feel like ive hit a brick wall. if i didnt have a shaved head id tear my hair out!