Hi, Im 34 and suffer what doctors say is depression and anxiety, have been suffering for 14 years for the last 6 of them I haven't been able to work, mainly due to the agoraphobia thats developed, In the last 3 years I have pretty much no social life whatsoever, I don't go out with anyone due to the shocking feelings I feel when I try to go out with anyone.

The reason I am writing this is because I would like to know if anyone feels the symptoms I am having which disturb me greatly. I know all about anxiety and depression and the hold the sensations can have but I have been having really bad sensations for the last year and a half. The symptoms which disturb me are the constant fatigue, I would say I am a fit person and I walk everyday but I feel like Ive no energy from the time I get up in the morning till I go to bed at night. I usually feel like when I walk I won't have the energy to get home. I pretty much do all the acceptance thing and I really am at the point now when i simply don't care if I make it back or not cause I refuse to let fear stop me anymore. I pretty much have very scary moments everytime I go out and feel extreme torture as probably most of you know what anxiety attack feels like.

I also seem to always be bothered by a exasperated feeling right throughout the day, sometimes it gets so bad and can last hours apon hours. Sometime if I do to much exercise I can feel utterly exhausted for days, can even be as long as 6 days where I feel unable to walk anywhere, but I'm not sure if this is just a feeling or if it is real fatigue.

I also get this feeling in my legs, its like a ache that can get so intolerable, its so bad at times that it feels like Im going to stop breathing due to the anguish it causes due to the pain. I have been to the doctor so many times about it but have pretty much given up cause they just say its tension caused by anxiety and depression. Im not really looking for anyone to tell me any different but am wondering if anyone else feels these sensation. Sometimes the feeling in my legs seems to consume me as if Im going down a large plug hole feet first, and just falling completely helplessly. Anyone relate?