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[lesleyB]

I know that this is all it is, but I fear I may be losing it and I am a bit scared. I have been anxieous for days and thoughts going round in my head, I have been going out and working but my head feels strange and I keep forgetting things and typing the wrong words and forgetting what I am supossed to be doing. I love taking my dogs for walks and yesterday I told myself I woudn't let these thoughts spoil this but the thoughts kept coming and keep telling myself I must be going mad. I feel bad about this as there are children with bad illnesses who are braver than me, and I feel such a woose for feeling like this. Am going to my grandsons birthday party later I will not!! let it spoil this.Sorry to ramble but just needed to let it go, thanks for listening
Lesleyb

[lesleyB]

I did it I did not let this spoil my grandsons party it was great you can do it when you want to.
Lesleyb

[Emira7]

YAY thats fab!! You must feel great.

I feel anxious as am due to go out this weekend, I start getting nervy etc... Plus weekends I find difficult. Don't want to ruin it for my DP and kids though.

How did you get through it?
xx

[lesleyB]

I think I was so involved with what was going on that all the anx went away, I felt great. Sad to say anx is back feel bad this morning, but am going to keep busy and hope that will make me feel better.Hope you are feeling ok and thanks for your reply.
Lesleyb

[kate]

Glad you managed to go, Lesley! Well Done.

Kate