Hi
I have just been sat thinking today how long i have suffered from anxiety and i think it is most of my adult life!!!Scary!!!
Anyhow, I was wondering if anyone else can relate to this.I really have a "thing" about making plans. I really try my best to avoid anything that involves a committment!!How sad is that?
I always worry( and have done for years) that i may be ill on the day and have to let people down. I have suffered with migraines(amongst many other things LOL)for years. I am on tablets for them but it is Classic migraine i suffer---blurry vision etc.So, if i got one plans have to be cancelled. I now try and avoid anything that means making plans.
So, if i get invited to a Wedding/Christening/party---you know the usual stuff i tend to say that i will have to see what shift my OH is working and will let them know the week before.Then, if i decide to go i panic and wish that i wasnt going!!
If I go to concerts and shows(which i absolutely love) i will only go with OH or on the rare occassion get a ticket just for myself and get OH to take and pick me up so that i dont have to make an arrangement with anyone.
I mean is this crazy or does anyone else suffer from this???
I think most ppl know what i am like by now but hey it is a pain in the a***being like it!!!!!!!
xx