Well, after going to my doctors last Wednesday and getting the "all clear"(see my previous posts) I have had a really positive week----that is until---------for some reason i have started moving on to some thing else !!!I am sooooo annoyed with myself and I think i had hoped that this blasted HA would go away now that i have had reassurance off a third doctor.Now, I am starting prodding around with my groin and asking OH if his feels the same!!!!!
Why the heck am i doing this???OH is really no help as since i went to the docs last week he has never mentioned it!!He, just assumes(been a very very laid back person) that i am now fine and it has all disappeared.So, when i started last night he just sighs and says"ooooooo not all this again!!!".
I can only think it may be cos i have had a stressful weekend with OH really ill with flu like symptoms(he has been in bed and is still off work though he really doesnt make a fuss). I also have to go to the dentist this afternoon to have a filling replaced---again a stressful thing!!!
Any advice please????
We are going on hols next week and i dont want to start all this dreadful anxiety again!!!
On the other hand, I think i know i wont be "over" it just like that as i wouldnt be going to see a counsellor if my doctor thought that!!
Thanks everyone for all your fantastic support xxx