Hi,
I have been offered 6 councelling sessions.
It has been suggested that i make a list of what I want from these sessions
I have seen a councellor before and i found that they would - basically sit and wait for me to talk and they would say VERY little.
Now I am asking for your help to make this list.
I do have health anxiety ---
I panic and think I am dying.
They say "well you did not die the last time you panicked, why would you die this time????"
They say "what is the worst thing that can happen when you panic?" Considering my first answer - How can they be so stupid?
How do I explain my fear?
I want to be "normal" again (whatever 'normal' means)
1. I know about deep breathing (that sets off panic)
2. I know about visualisation (confusing)
3. I know about relaxation etc. etc How????? I hear the voice and I panic
I want to know what makes me giddy? - what makes my head hurt? - Why do the palpitations come so suddenly? - why when I am out shopping does the feeling of absolute terror come on me?? I want to know = what I am so afraid of - why am I so afraid.
I am sure many of you understand why I am so up tight about this.
Best wishes
June
Hope you can help