I am leaving work in 5 weeks time as I find it too stressfull, I teach in adult education and am constantly feeling that my teaching is not good enough or that my students are not being challenged enough. Now I am struggling with the feeling that I am taking the easy way out and should stay and do better, I suffer with low self esteem and now writing this has started the tears why I don't know I just feel I have failed and that I have never been good at anything in my whole life. I am always making mistakes I know I am only human but I seem to make more than other people. Sorry to be so negative but just want to be good at something for a change, why am I soooooo sorry for myself when other people are suffering so much.
Lesleyb