This is so embarrassing so I'm going to omit soime of the details...There's a girl I like, and there is something she could do that if she did, would make me really really jealous and depressed. It'd ruin my life. I contantly worry she is going to do that thing. The thought of it horrifies me. If I did this thing myself I think I'd be ok about her thereafter, but for now I can't get the thought and fear of finding out about her doing this out of my head.
Again, I'm being vague to save myself a great deal of humiliation, but can anyone else relate in some way? I wonder if I'm alone in this.