hi im new on here im 31 years old i am married with 2 sons i started having panic attacks after my 2nd son was born he is 6 years old next week, i have been on and off citlopram for the last 5 years, some days im fine and others cant seem to get through the dat without a pain or feeling something is wrong with me, i seem to cope ok then something triggers the panic off and i convince my self i have throat cancer or im going to die, really wish i was just normal.