Originally Posted by
jellybean43
Honestly I think you are suffering HA.
I HAVE been there myself. I moved from one lump to the next.
Right. I found a swelling on my neck. Went to the docs(crikey actually i had 3 docs check it out ROFL now at myself about that!!!) and then i had blood tests and chest/neck Xray. He tells me i am fine.
How can i be fine when i know i have lymphoma!!You getting the picture.
So then i move on to the next lump. In my groin and under my arm. Doc feels them and all is ok!!!Ummmmmm so i feel my shoulder, boobs, and so i go on!!!!
I have spent literally hours thinking and feeling for stuff. Some days every waking hour.
I now accept i do have an illness---HEALTH ANXIETY.
I am now on propranalol for it. That is making me itch.The itching could be lymphoma couldnt it???Cos i have read that!!!!! or maybe it could really be a side effect of the tablets or anxiety.
So you see i think you are suffering what i suffer from!!It is terrible but go and tell your doc what you are telling us on here.
He will get you referred for cbt.
I honestly cant wait til i have some sessions.
I know i am not well but now i can recognise what is wrong.
I hope i have been some help to you hunny xxxxxx