I've been doing really well and haven't posted for ages.

We returned from a 2 week holiday in Majorca on Monday and on Wednesday my son 17 went back to try and get a job for the season.He met a girl while we were on holiday and they are staying together at someone elses apartment.

This has knocked me for a six.I feel sick,shaking,legs like jelly and a lump in my throat.I can't sit still. I know he's safe cos he's phoned me and he starts work tonight.I'm so worried in case anything bad happens to him but I know if I'd stopped him going he wouldn't have forgiven me. In one way I'm proud that he has the courage to do what he's done but on the other hand I'm disappointed that he didn't stay until after his A levels.

I'm on 30mg citalopram which have helped me no end but at the moment I feel like I did before medication.I've been on meds about 8 or 9 months.

I would love some reassurance that everything will be alright. I keep telling myself that all is well,but my mind doesn't seem to believe it.

Anyone relate ?????? Please???????

julie x