having a bad morning!!

[kellylorraine]

Guys,im having an awful morning!! i feel terrible im on day 9 of citalopram,ive just had an anxiety attck which oddly i controlled and told myself it was a nicotine rush!my boobs are killing me and i feel sick and i just dont want to go to work today!! i have to tho my job isnt a normal 9-5..the thought of smiley people today just doesnt appeal..i was convinced i was pregnant yesterday....wud be immaculate conception as my hubby had snip in jan...i need some support today xxxx

[bab]

sending you lots of love!!

could you be pre menstrual? Also hope you dont mind me being really cheeky, is the snip 100% failsafe? (sorry)

[milly jones]

hi hun

my boobs are killing me today too, i guess im in for a painful weekend.

keep going day 9 is early days yet pet.

lots hugs today millyxx

ps not too tight lol

[scrumpy78]

keep going, take each half hour at a time and well done you for controlling panic attack. set yourself a goal to go home at lunch, then you only have morning to get through. then at lunch review the situation and if you're doing ok , which you prob will be, then set yourself another goal, like to go home at 3pm. you will get through the day. i'm on day 3 and did not sleep at all last night, i cannot keep eyes open so very tired but just cannot sleep i can't breathe properly and anxiety is keeping me awake. onward and upward though thinking positive x

[kellylorraine]

thanks guys.xx i have decided to take the afternoon off..first sickie in 1.5years..im long overdue.i did a test yesterday and it was negative...stu hasnt been for his test results.im not sure if im supposed to be on i havent really had a period for about 9 years...all this contrecetion but ive been off it all since jan and had my first 'normal' period last month,last week i had a period like the end of a flow period....so now i feel even less normal as i thought my body was going back to normal...once again the anx sets in!!

[milly jones]

try and chill hun

i find i cant take the pill with anx, it heightens my moods, huger highs and lows than now lol

mil xxx

[scrumpy78]

congrats for making it to lunchtime, now relax and enjoy the afternoon...!!!

[kellylorraine]

thanx guys i am feeling much better now and am having tea with my friend tonight...who i must add..is doing the cooking...and cutting my hair..ive explained in depth how i feel to my hubby who is alot more understanding now.i am so glad i found you all..x