I have been diagnosed a few weeks ago as suffering from severe anxiety and was prescribed propanal (not sure of spelling) just 10mg, 3 times a day which I still havnt started taking as im scared of side effects and addiction. I recently moved from east to west Ireland to a small village where my mum lives, from a city. I moved to give my kids a better quality of life and they are having that. Where we lived before was crazy, a huge housing estate with lots of problems with drugs,violence, etc. I was living beside my six sisters and Dad and nephews/neices etc so I miss them all terribly. I also worked in an association for 10yrs where I was one of the managers and it was a job i loved, with good money. So I miss the job and my colleagues a lot. I had a busy but very stressful life. Here, I have started a new job but it is the type of job anyone could do and I feel so "not needed" there. I also was in a long distance relationship for the last 2 years which ended almost 2 mths ago. I am here 11mths now. Also a friend of mine who also lived here has moved abroad and now I have nobody to go out for a drink with or go shopping with, just hang out with. I feel extremely lonely. I have learnt to do a lot of new things since I moved, like drive, horseride, swim, and attend gym but I just have this horrible sense of loss, unhappiness, inside me. I have met a man recently, who was just a friend/neighbour before, who has been so so good to me. He wants more, so do I, but im afraid of it not working out. I am not sleeping at all, I also have stopped taking wine at night which used to help me sleep but then i was becoming dependent on it so have had to stop that. I have accomplished so much and should be happy, but I am so anxious all the time; about my health, my kids, money (things are a lot tighter than when i lived in the city) yet I know this move is the best thing for the kids. I miss my ex, but now it was the right thing to end things as he just wasnt being fair (e.g) i travelled to see him all the time, he didnt come here) and i miss my friend who has moved. If you got this far have a hug from me