About a month ago I halved my dose of daily Citalopram from 40mg to 20mg. Not long after this I have started getting really horrible to my girlfriend. Not nasty as such but I am picking at every little thing she isn't doing right (according to me) or everything she isn't doing. Also I am doing lots of things for her, going out of my way to do things for her quietly, and getting moody when she doesn't appreciate me or do them herself. Sometimes she doesn't notice I've done them yet I'm still quiet and moody. She has told me that I'm pushing her away and on hearing this I kind of loose all hope so I continue with my moodiness etc etc. I am one that if I've done one thing wrong, thinks its all over and carries on doing them wrong sort of in defeat and to finish the job.
Doctor has given me Propanol to compensate the drop in Citalopram and to try something new. At first I was only depressed about the anxiety/increased heart rate, now am I depressed because I am coming off something I am dependant on?
WTF?