Hi everyone,
Well it's 5.55am, and I've been awake for most of the night. I wcame to bed after an awful day. Face tingling constantly, and some awful sweeps of thought every now and again. I gave up Seroxat cold turkey about 5 weeks ago (well I forgot to take them for 5 days and didn't restart) and I should think that theyare out of my system now. But I feel horrendous. My partner asks me how I feel at the time,but I can't even explain. I just feel like I'm on my way out!! I do have some health issues, and Underactive thyroid, Adrenal Insufficiency and possibly the menopause is starting too. Not a great combination by any means. I smoke but why do I smoke? I lay in bed and worry about it and what it's doing to me. I have a strength at night to give up but by morning it's gone!! My left side is the worst it feels heavy and tingly, and my face is relentless. Its just constantly tingling. I know that if it was a stroke I'd be dead by now, but what the hell is it?, could it be fluid playing havoc with the nerves? I had 10 hours of cosmetic surgery in Turkey last October one op being a face lift so that does'nt help matters as it could be nerve damage. But it has never been as bad as this. My ears are numb too. I sometimes regret having this done as since that time I've never felt well enough to make the most of it!!!! I had my boobs done too, and the implants were put through the nipple. I have yet another abcess (after a corrective op a few months ago) but it's back. A nice hole that I can get a cotton bud into!!!!!!!! So it's back to the docs again. I am a constant worrier always have been, and sadly it has made me very pessimistic also. I don't feel like theres anything but doom and gloom in front of me. The only thing that I keeps me going are my two girls. Then I worry about what would they do if anything happened to me! When will it ever stop???? Can't stand it much more.
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Originally Posted by ShineUK
