Got to see the crisis intervention team tomorrow because i'm in a state and ended up in A and E this morning about 4pm. To cut a long story short the consultant who i saw has asked me to be referred to them and they are coming tomorrow morning.
I was in the Priory for two and a half weeks and got discharged because Bupa wouldn't fund any more of my in patient stay.I'm still covered for all my out patient appointments though.
One of the group i was in committed suicide though last week and it's knocked all of us for six and i think this is what's triggered the latest depressive episode.I can't get the whole thing out of my head and it was the funeral today.
I just feel really low and can't get motivated at all to do anything and keep worrying about everything as well on top of everything else.
I just hope they don't keep me in as an in patient....i don't know where to turn or who to turn to.