Re: existential terror/anxiety/depression or death anxiety
Neil, I think you are a very bright young man and thats why you have all these questions. But unfortunately there are no answers to many of them and if we keep looking for them we will definately go mad. Many of us are trying to find and answer - why we have this condition. But there is no straight answer.
The only way is to accept the facts, live with them and get on with the fun part.
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