What's funny for me is that Death is the only thing that I do not fear! Figure that one out. I am also going through Benzo withdrawal which has as one of it's symptoms: Existential angst. I fear more living and something bad happening, maybe losing control of my life and get swept away by its random powerful forces. Or living a life of unhappiness and failure. A fear of lacking that necessary constitution that would prevent me from being overwhelmed by life.