lonely, just saying hello

[oshun]

nothing important,

just my couisn-in-law says when i am feeling bad the 1st thing i MUST do is talk to someone, anyone. well they live abroad, and i dont feel their is anyone today i can talk to right now, but i can post my thoughts in here. thanks.

just one of those times when my loneliness seems to be taking over again. so i try not to get too suicidal feeling abut it. i cant help thinking that any sensible person would have ended it all by now. i sometimes think being postive and optimistic, i have made myself a fool. i hope in the long term to be proved wrong. but i dont know if anyone else here does this, always puting on a brave cheery face in front of freinds when feeling sick with anxiety inside. i sort of decided i just cant do that to myslef anymore.

at home waiitng for the postman, something i have been doing nearly everyday for nearly a year now. it has become my evil pet anxiety. some days i am strong anough to go outside in spite of it but i dont think today is not one of those days

oh for a big hug from a real person.....

sorry to be so rambling and maybe self-indulgent.

take care, oshun

[rhowes2000]

Hi Oshun, we havent spoken before and i'm not sure whats going on with you but it certainly sounds like you have a lot to deal with. i hope things improve for you soon.

Take care

Richard

[oshun]

thanks richard,

just good to know there are some people out there right now

you take care also

oshun

[rhowes2000]

It certainly helps having people there for you doesnt it. Always helps to find people in similair situations when these strange symptoms creep in.

[oshun]

thanks rhowes

oshun

[Alton]

You can always talk to us. Thats what this place is here for. I hope you feel better soon and things improve as the day goes on. Have you tried going into the chat room in the evening?

[Meg]

Your cousin is quite right. It often helps to reach out and share and interact.


Meg
www.anxietymanagementltd.com

Watch your thoughts, they become your words...
Watch your words, they become your actions... Watch your actions, they become your habits... Watch your habits, they become your character... Watch your character, it becomes your destiny...

[BrandyK]

Hi Oshun if you want to talk you can PM me if you want. Or my e-mail is allstar179@hotmail.com

Brandy

[alexis]

Hi Oshun, that is one good thing about this site you can post morning noon or night, you will always get replies and support, chat is good and often goes early hours of morning, why not try, hoping you feel a bit better, love Alexis,xx

[nomorepanic]

Don't forget the chat room as well - come in and see us one night ok?

Nicola

"Nearly all happiness comes into our lives through doors we don't even remember leaving open"