Hey guys,
How awful is this.
Yesterday i took my little girl to a birthday party, i thought i'd stay with her for 15 mins to settle her in and make sure she was okay, so i sat down along with all the other mums and dads.
Normally i wouldnt have liked this as i'm recovering from agoraphobia, so i would normally like to leave asap.
Anyway i'm sat there watching the kids laugh at this magician and entertainer, the kids were having a dancing competition, he couldn't decide who was the best dancer, so he turned to me asked me my name, then handed me the prizes and said you pick.... i wanted to drop to the floor, then he said "i know kids, i want you all to copy auntie diane and do what she does on the dance floor, so i had to get up in front of all these people that i didn't know and start strutting my stuff..... then he made me sit on a chair and do the rendition of oops up side your head
When i finally was allowed to go back to my seat i was shaking like a leaf...........of all the people in that room trust him to pick on probably the only one that suffers with panic, i actually wanted to go and punch his lights out, but couldn't .......... all the children were watching me lol.
The only good thing however, through the embarressment of it all is i got through it and all my little girls friends think her mum is cool!