sorry to bore you all, but ive become obsessed. ive started getting anxiety, again, i wanted to ask if anyone ever gets these horrible feelings. its like you cant focus on anything eles bar how your feeling. i wonder if this thing i feel is depression or an anxiety symptom. its like a really dark feeling, like a restless inside my body, i dont feel sad just like im surrounded in darkness, and i dont feel like myself. like ive just started citalopram, and after a week of taking it i woke up with a really suicidal feeling, like in the pit of my stomach. it freaked me out. like i couldn't lie still. i didnt think about death, i just mean this feeling was really deep like doom or dread. it does pass and ive only had it a handfull of times, but i keep looking at people, and thinking i bet they never get weird feelings. ive really started obcessing about this feeling, because i think its so horrible when i get it. when ive got it i can't enjoy things i usually would, when people are talking, im not really listening, because im so into thinking about how i feel. if i try to forget about this horrible feeling it does go. but when i feel better, i just keep thinking, perhaps its not anxiety, or depression and perhaps im the only one in the world who gets it, and what if one day it doesn't pass and stays. then when i think like that i start to get the anxious feeling back. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!