Does anyone else spend time totting up their risk factors for illnesses on Google? As soon as I see that something that I have - like hypodontia (fewer teeth than normal - I have 25, 32 is the norm) - is a risk factor for a certain illness (in this case ovarian cancer) then I'm like, right, that's it, that's what I'm going to die from. Ovarian cancer, me, in a few years. I MUST get it because I've got a risk factor.
Then I start looking up all the other risk factors for that illness to convince myself even more. In the case of ovarian cancer this is a bad idea because I do have other risk factors - long exposure to estrogen by not having babies, breastfeeding or using the contraceptive pill.
So that really is it then, I think. I probably already have it. And other stupid HA thoughts. Logically, I know that having a risk factor doesn't mean that you will get whatever it is. But the itch to Google and find the worst is powerful.
Grr. Maybe Google should introduce some settings for people with HA, like they have parental settings to stop children looking at porn. On the other hand I should probably just have more self control .