Hi everyone.
Right now my thoughts and feelings are overwhelming so much I just want to cry my eyes out. I feel so fed up, tired, anxious and depressed and everything around me is making me feel a whole lot worse.
Since christmas, I've been getting worse and worse with my anxiety, depression and insomnia, that it's now getting to the point where it is taking over my life again and ruining my quality of life.
Each day I am overwhelmed with anxious thoughts and fears and I am depressed because I am unable to do anything about them. I am on medication (Sertraline) but it doesn't seem to be working. I am also currently doing CBT but it also doesn't seem to be working.
All my anxiety, depression and insomnia is affecting everything. When I go to the shops, when I go out with friends and family for meals, getting things done that need to be, trying to get some decent sleep - all of this is ruined.
My main struggle and concern right now is trying to cope with my university work and manage all of this. At the moment, I am not coping and I am missing a lot of time off university and I am falling behind a lot with my work. Deadlines are getting closer and some work I haven't even started...I've been so depressed and tired, everything is so, so hard to do. Furthermore, because I've fallen behind I am struggling to understand the work and make sense of it. So it's a vicious circle and missing uni and not being able to understand the work makes it harder for me to get the work done that is due. I feel like jacking it all in, but I know it's the worst thing I can possibly do. I just don't know what I am going to do about all this.