Re: anyone else endure in silence most of the time?
hi koko
i was same as you ,it was well hidden and no one would have known
it struck me slowly and then bang i was living in a nightmare
i found this site during that time and posted how i felt ect at the time
i was given trazadone and still take it to this day and it enabled me to do stuff i wouldnt have done ,reading your post reminded me im not really
100% as ive a birthday dinner wednesday night and tried for 2 weeks to get out of it without success lol
what i have done last three years its make it known now how i feel
with friends and family and that does help also i try to take some control over what im doing where im going and if i want peace for a few hours
i take all phones off hook and switch everything off.
i reckon no one really understands what we go through bar ourselves
and ive made a point trying to educate ppl why we dont go there or
why we cant make dinner tnt and its not because were anti social its because of our condition
anyhow its tues afternoon and ive only one day left to decide myself
so time to act hehe ,one last thing is ive learned if i have a bad day then i have a bad day as tommorrow might be better and i think back to last good day i had ,it works for me ,if i dont sleep well one night i get up and think i slept well 2 nights ago so dont bother about it i will sleep tnt
anxiety is terrible but it can be conquered in time
and able to live a life
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