think i did wrong thing

[pinkscrumpy]

Hi Sussie

If your doc laughs at you, then he is Crap.

My mum died over 21 years ago and I have only just started the councilling.

So go ahead and give it a try, it could help tremendously.

Love ya loads

Mandie

MANDIE XX

[fran1888]

The only reason your doc will not give you diazepam is that they are additive but at the end of the day you need help..Ive been on and off then for three years. I fell out with my 18 year old son and told him not to come back.And he died the same night. I have lost 5 members of my family in 3 yrs. My brother killed his self feb this year.I have been through all the same moods and thoughs as yourself. But my belifes keep me going im a spiritual person go to church every sunday and get messages from my son brother and other love ones. But what im trying to say there is help out there and if your doctor seems not to care or help you change him. If you need to talk at eny time call me or pm me.At the end of the day ive been through hell and back and now i dont let anyone tell me how and what i should be feeling. But can i tell you this. what you are thinking is not the way.. You have alot of people on this site who care about you and will talk to you all night if they have to.

Frances Gill
Love & Respect to you all...

[Piglet]

Susie

Whatever the reason you didnt attend the funeral must have been relevant at the time. I actually strongly think you dont need to be at a funeral to show respect or love for that person, this can be done totally in your own individual way such as Nigel sensibly suggested.

Your dad would be very proud of you for soldiering on when times are difficult - that shows strength of character.

Big hug

Piglet

[Piglet]

Frances

I've just read your reply to Susie.

I admire you so much for having the strength to deal with the things life has thrown at you. You are an inspiration indeed!

With love

Piglet

[fran1888]

Thanks piglet. But to be honest with you.Its been a hard fight. But i wont let it beat me...

Frances Gill
Love & Respect to you all...

[leo05]

hey susie
As youknow i lost my mam when i was 11 and dont think i have got over it yet. I have had diffrent types of counselling some has help and some hasn't but main thing is you have to give it a go yeah, it will be hard to deal with once you first start going but that does pass and i am here to help you always promise. [8D]

i know bout you more now so i can try to help more as you know i self harm so i know how and what goes through your mind.

i know this may soon evil or cruel but i think for your own good that you should not be allowed to handle your meds as this is not helping you is it?

if you speak to your doc they should refer you to a counsellor like mine did after what happend last yr

as for drink yeah well you would be letting your self down more than me as you know i have not drank since last thurs and did tell you we were going to have a drink when you visit to celebrate your birthday did kick my butt for telling ppl plz!!!!

i know it is hard at the moment but you have me 1000% and i sure you will have support from everyone else in here [:P][Yeah!]

here for you when ever you need me as i know i will need you as you have told ppl i will done there ironing but you are going to help to ok

love ya lea

[Meg]

Susie

You can refer yourself to http://www.crusebereavementcare.org.uk/

They are the biggest bereavement charity and you do not need a referral from your doctor. They come and either see you at home or in their office. It also doesn't matter that its not a recent bereavement.

I think it would be very worthwhile to give them a ring . The website isn't very warm but the people on the end of the phone are, they are volunteers who have also had dreadful experiences and have now decided to gain extra training and help those in need now ...

Very, very well done on not drinking and slowly and methodically you can put this behind you and enter into a new happier chapter of your life.

Meg
www.anxietymanagementltd.com

Your anxiety is the human representation of the pictures that you paint using your many vivid colours of revolving and reoccurring thoughts.
How big is your gallery ?

[darkphantom]

hi
today was fairly ok, but we had some bad letters about money again, i dont need this worry as well, this week. steve talked to me tonight he says i dont look well . and wants me go to docs again cant keep doing that they will get fed up with me. that problem i have i got lump there now and it causeing probs. which making me feel yuk.
at the min i feel like harming just to get the pressure out, that why writing this but i dont think it is going to work.
sorry
lea going on hol next week and i gona miss her alot as she wont be able to get on line, but i hope she has a great time cause she deserves it.
i still want to go off on weds out the way so no one can see me, but then i dont want to be alone, i confused by these feelings.
love you
susie
oh yeah i still didnt drink.

[Karen]

Hi Susie

Well done for staying off the drink and also for coming on here and posting when you feel like harming yourself. I know how difficult it is to resist those feelings but taking steps like this will help you gain the strength to avoid letting the urge to self-harm overcome you.

I realise you will miss Leanne when she is away next week but we are all here still and will help you through this time. Keep posting here and you'll get support from other members.

Hang in there Susie.

Karen



It is not easy to find happiness in ourselves, and it is not possible to find it elsewhere.

[Piglet]

Hi Susie

Well done on the drinking side of things!

Leanne will be back before you know it and like Karen says we are all still here.

See you chat

Love Piglet