Hi There,
I have been thinking about this for hours. I have just got a new job and when i'm not working at it i'm thinking about it , trying to anticipate how i will deal with my next panic attack, it's just awful, I feel so depressed about this today! *sighs* Is there anything i can do to stop thinking about it *crys*. Everyone thinks i'm lazy, i'm so ambitious though, and they just think i'm dreaming. I setup my own company and hope it to be succesful, but all i get is put down all the time. I'm so tired of my anxiety, i can't take it any more.. alway's having panic attacks, i just feel like they will NEVER be cured ever. I guess i'm just having a bad day today. I just hate spending my valuable weekend focusing on my worst fears, nothing can get them out of my head...
Anyway's hope everyone else is doing okay this evening, i'm sure people have worse problems than me here.
I think i'm just going to up my dose of meds tongiht. Doc says he wants to put it to twenty even though he only gave me ten, can i just take two tablets to get my mind of this :?
Good night people, see you tommorow, it's 1 am here uk time x