I'm going through a terrible phase of panic attacks right now, and know that the safest thing to do is stay home with my family and try to get back into a normal routine to help me through. Not that I feel at all safe at home, or anywhere, but home is surely the safest place. And yet what I desperately want to do is pack my things, visit my boyfriend and my friends who live in another country and are all offering to take me out, distract me, look out for me etc =(
my family say it's the stupidest thing I could do. but should you decide to take a risk and maybe have a lot of fun and come home glad you broke the horrible depression you'd got yourself into, or be sensible and reasonable and get through it slowly in familiar surroundings?
where is the line for what is brave and what is silly? =|