Re: needing help!
So sorry to see that things are bad for you at the moment
Have you been to see your GP? You could actually be suffering with Post Natal Depression.
I've had panic/anx/depression for the past 25 yrs and still my husband is unsympathetic, still telling me to try to go places which I know will make me panic
Have you any other relative/friend that you could call on for support?
Kate
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