Hi all,
As we all know a New Year is dawning and that means celebrating, drinking etc..
Well I am going to a street party tommorrow with hubby and some friends. New Year has never been my favourite time of year..I dont know why but I just seem to hate the whole all night drinking etc..maybe thats because Im no longer a big drinker!!
Anyway, all day I have been thinking about 'what if I panic when im out'. The thing is although hubby will be there..the other people that will be there are not my usual group of friends so they dont know about my PA and anxiety. I also dont like telling people i dont know that well about this either, I feel embarassed still. I also dont want to ruin hubbies New Year either as I feel he sacrafices a lot for me already. All this makes me feel more worried about tommorrow night.
I have stopped the medication completely now too and I am starting to feel a bit better today...in fact I felt so bad over this last week I couldnt even find the strength to tidy up my house (Im a bit of a tidy freak). Tonight I came in from work and just started to get on with the chores etc.. I know that may not sound like much to others but I does to me..I feel slightly normal again. Anyway, I am still worried about having a drink even though Im no longer taking the medication..should this matter?
Please help[:0]
sadie