Hi,
Does anyone ever get to the stage where they are so anxious and on edge they can feel adrenalin rushing through their body as though they are about to have a panic attack but they never quite get there unless another stimulus were to play apart and send you over the edge.
Im a currently sat at my desk and my I cant sit still, I am tapping my feet but if I think about it Im very near the edge but not there so I can just about ride it out and it almost feels like i can turn the bad adrenalin to good adrenalin.
I used to be a proper adrenalin junkie and one therapist suggested I might have lost the ability to harness the rush as it were and hence the panic attacks.
Sorry if this sounds like the ramblings of a mad man it would be nice to know im not the only one.
Holla